I have so much built up emotions right now, I have already gone through so much in this last year. & life just keeps throwing em at me. I guess that’s what I get for always being such a strong woman! They say GOD doesn’t give you things, that you can’t handle. and although I do believe that, I still don’t understand why I’m going through all that i’m going...
If he doesn’t love you anymore. You just have to let it go… True love doesn’t walk away. .
I thought I could handle this like I always think I can. But it’s killing me, I literally feel my heart being stabbed over & over & over & over… I wish I had sleeping pills so i could at least get some sleep…. This is so akward.
I'm so sorry.
For depriving you of my thoughts tumblr. I missed you <3
Everytime someone talks about you, isn’t because their jealous of you. Do you have to always flatter yourself to boost your confidence & tell yourself that, Have you ever thought that maybe people really just don’t like you?
She acts like the shit she says is relevant. I can’t stand her ! I really never could. Even since I was younger. I remember telling myself, I can’t wait till I turn 18 to get away from her & this house full of nut jobs (- my dad) & the funny thing is, she puts on this act in front of people like she’s perfect ms. daisy. Even in front of my boyfriend. & when...
Everything has been bothering me lately. Yet i still can’t find a way to say anything that’s on my mind. Maybe cos it’s so jumbled up with different shit in it. I really wont be able to take this much longer….
Day 02 – Your first love.
The first person I thought I really loved turned out to be a figment of my imagination. People always say this when they find someone knew to date. But with me it’s different, any one who’s known me personally through the years all say they’ve NEVER seen me light up the way I do now. The feeling I get when i’m near him, & the warmth in my heart. He makes me a better...
We all had that One Ex.
ayyecynthiax3: That one Ex that we thought would actually last. That one Ex that we would ditch our friends for. That ex that made us smile like an idiot. That ex that you wouldn’t want to say goodbye to. That ex that showed us “Forever” doesn’t exist. That ex that treated us like shit. That ex that we regret dating. That ex that you wished was never an ex. That Ex that showed us the example of...
Listening to the birds chirpp outside my window, Leaves me feeling very peaceful & serene <3
Day 01 – Introduce yourself.
Ello mate ` My name is Chante but I am known more likely by Tae (: I’m pretty un-predictable. I’m Sweet. Kind. Crazy. Fun. Jolly. Easily Angered kind of person. You Never know what your gonna get with me. If your nice I’m nice. If you’re a bitch, I’m a bigger bitch. It just varies I guess you can say(: I’d like to say i’m a very self determined person, I...
Things Only Hawaiians Know:
1. Everyone older than you is “aunty” or “uncle”. 2. Don’t drive Saddle Road with pork in your car. 3. Dont whistle at night; the night marchers will find your ass. 4. “Haole”. 5. We make the best coffee. THE BEST. 6. We eat spam for dinner. JUST spam. Maybe with nori and rice. 7. But we eat rice with everything. 8. We can actually pronounce these words: kalanianaole, likelike, aiea. 9....
If my happiness doesn’t matter to you, my conscious, my contentness, or the way you make me feel sometimes. Than you don’t Love me ! if you can sleep like a baby, while i’m tumblring away at 5:53 AM cos I couldn’t sleep all night. You don’t care enough to Love me. G’night. I’m doing being un-important.
Mission for the next 30 days. Day 01 – Introduce yourself. Day 02 – Your first love. Day 03 – Your parents. Day 04 – What you ate today. Day 05 – Your definition of love. Day 06 – Your day. Day 07 – Your best friend. Day 08 – A moment. Day 09 – Your beliefs. Day 10 – What you wore today. Day 11 – Your siblings. Day 12 – What’s in your bag. Day 13 – This week. Day 14 – What you wore...
I’m going craaaazy…. <l3
Bored (: So why not.
1. tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now? I honestly have no idea. It just sort of happened. . 2. what on your body is hurting or bothering you? both my upper arms, & my forehead from babe headbutting me :( 3. what was your last thought before going to bed last night? Numbers. Somtimes i count before i go to bed. 4. what are you listening to? Babe &...
I hate my life.
Because nothing good can ever stay good. & shitty things to happen are bound to find me. GODDDD why won’t you ever let me just enjoy the goodness for a little bit.
Who do you run to.
Who do you run t , when no ones around? Faint whispers in the distance, but around you, not a sound. Who do you run to, When the ones you love don’t seem to be there? Just yourself all alone, cos not a single soul could care. Who do you run to, when your hearts in pain & need? Just the music to drown, and a blunt full of weed. Who do you run to, when it seems all hope is gone? ...
The good life.
Lately I’ve been feeling like i’m on cloud 9. Everything has been going great. With a little discipline, I’ve learned that fighting with the ones I love is just not worth it. Little things will always find a way to bother you, but you have to be thankful that it’s just little things that have you worried ! not once has my boyfriend ever gave me something to really...
I told him.
That I couldn’t sleep without him. And i’m not, i’m just gonna stay up until 8:00 so I can start to get ready to go to CSN. This seriously has to be the miser-ablest night of my life. I’ve never felt so shittty. & the thing is I don’t even know what to do anymore. He says i’m not a pleasure to be around for the most part. So how do I just change that. Am I...
Tonight is the first night. .
We will ever spend the night away from each other. I seriously think I might die. We both decided that he spend a night @ his dads house so we can take some time to re-collect ourselves. I wish all day I could just always be in a good mood & make him happy 24/7 like I use to. ): It kills me that I drive him insane sometimes. & it kills me knowing that, I try to be happier & not spazz...
Some people are just too nosey.
Okay yeah it’s tumblr. But you don’t have to say something to me everytime I post something ! Maybe that’s why half of you annoy the shit out of my boyfriend. Or maybe I should just block all you annoying ass females.. Got something to say, FIGHT ME! Oh & if anyone ever disrespects my boyfriend again, I promise you, you will regret it. Cos i will attack you like a...
I’ve been feeling so distant lately. & i don’t know why, everything gets to me lately. & Lately i have been changing my mind on a lot of things. It’s funny how one day you can think one thing & have your mind set & the next you feel completely different. Story of my life.
The way a person is.
Can make you reconsider your future entirely. A persons Values & Beliefs . When they counteract with your own just doesn’t work. To be honest, after all the comments about others getting married & your beliefs. I could NEVER marry someone like you. & I don’t think anyone I know would. Grow up.
-My poor baby is sick laying on the couch. He looks so cute, but I wish I could take his sickness away. He looks so miserable.<3
A nice hot shower.
To start off my day <3
My new moto.
Not go to the gym every day. But at the least 4 times a week. I prefer 5 though, but we’ll see.
Constant arguing. Constant selfishness. Constant complaining. how can i even say i’m happy ? when this is all my life consists of.
janeenie: tarynrochelle: i just died :-) awwh. Omg, So cute.
I hate it, but force myself to do it, because i don’t want to get super fat ! D;
oowee asked: Your tumblr turned out cute! <3 Lol Sorry I couldn't think of a layout to put on -.- I know how picky you are! But I knew it would be something pink :)